We need a miracle for our baby Zander

We need a miracle for our baby Zander

 Two weeks ago my granddaughter took her baby, Zander, my great grandson in for his 6 months check up
When she saw the doctor he ask why she was holding his head up and she said because he can't hold it up very long by himself. The doctor walked my granddaughter, Melissa and Zander across the parking lot to the ER. They admitted him and did blood tests, MRI and CAT scan if his neck and spine. The said all the test came back normal but were waiting for two of the test that would probably not be in for at least 10 days. They sent him home.

Last Saturday he stopped breathing and my granddaughter gave him CPR and called 911. He was rushed to the hospital. They put in a breathing tube and did more CAT Scans and another MRI and a chest Xray. The Xray showed pneumonia. They had to intubate and sedate him so the breathing machine can work for him.

Yesterday morning the pediatrician said that with all the tests and all the doctors that have looked at Zander's case and with the tests that have finally come in he has  MSA Muscular Spinal Atrophy. There are three types of this disease. Type 1 which usually affects babies up to two years old and the life expectancy is two years due to respiratory complications such as pneumonia. Type 2 is not as serious but with many complications and life expectancy is longer. Type 3 is the least serious and life expectancy is a full one.

http://ehealthwall.com/spinal-muscular-atrophy-life-expectancy-treatment-symptoms/

The last test came in and Zander has Type 1. My granddaughter and her husband have to decide weather to put him on life support for as long as his little life will be or to remove all tubes and let "nature take its course". How does a parent decide something as heart wrenching as this?

God preforms miracles. He has made the blind see, the crippled walk, healed leprosy and made crazy people sane. I know this is Satan and I cannot tell you how much I hate Satan. How dare he attack this sweet little baby!! I am praying that God will give us a miracle and push Satan out of the way and save our baby Zander.

Up until two weeks ago he was a happy healthy baby and now according to the doctors he is dying.
The panel of doctors that have seen Zanders case along with a genetic specialist will be meeting with Melissa and Justin tomorrow to go over this disease and the options that they, as parents have.

We are all devastated and heartbroken. It is so hard to see my granddaughter in such pain and her daddy, my Son and Zander's Grandfather is a mess. He feels so helpless that he is not able to fix this for his baby girl.

They have a two year old daughter (Ava June) that was there when all of this happened and she ask her Mommy on the phone if brother was dying. Bless her heart, how did she know about death and dying. She saw a counselor yesterday.

I am going out to Vegas to be with my family on Thursday. My heart is so heavy right now.
There are many prayers going up for Zander so I am prying that God will hear them and give us a miracle. That is the only thing that will save this baby. I am asking for Prayers for the family too. We have to be strong for Melissa and Justin and this is going to be so very hard.
Thank you all

Please pray with everything you have.

My NEW Digital Artwork

I haven't had much time to devote to my blog but I will be working on some tutorials to post here for digital art.
I am interested in all types of art, I do large art dolls, woodworking, stained glass, oil painting, sewing, quilt making, collages and digital art.

Things I want to learn, mold making, making clay people for my new doll houses, jewelry making, and always to keep learning more techniques in digital art. I have supplies for everything, more supplies than I will ever use.  It's finding the time to devote to more art.

I would like to know what type of art you make and what you want to learn.

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my most recent works

What to do??

I just can't make up my mind on what I want to be working on. I've done many floral ACEO's but something stops me from putting watermarks on all my pics and list them.
One thing that I'm sure will go against me selling very many is that I can't offer to send the mini art printed.

I've got the oldest Cannon Printer, serial port which I use with my Window's 98 desktop. It prints out alright if I'm using the prints for collage but to get that real pop of color like I designed the pictures to look, you have to have a good printer.

I'm hoping they sell well, there are so many artists out there really working it and I don't have the fire under my ass anymore. My mind wants to do things that my body can't do. When did I get old, I think it was two years ago when I had the thyroid  cancer. I haven't been the same since. I must admit my lack of energy is due more to my COPD. You need oxygen going to those muscles to make them work good. Damaged lungs, my fault, lucky it wasn't worse.

If anyone should stop by and read this, I was needing to know how I can put a watermark on my pics all at the same time. I have several hundred to get done before I can list them so I would appreciate any help.
Bernice

Summer was here

Yesterday we had our first day of our temps getting up to 80. Today is cloudy and very windy, we have some storms coming our way. I heard that we might get more snow by the weekend. It's no wonder why so many of us get sick with the weather going wacko.

When I read that so many of you are already planting your gardens I get really jealous.I know it will come but what to expect. Last summer we roasted at 100 for so much of the summer that I never went outside.
I just want the summers like I remember as a child growing up in Kansas City, MO. I don't remember any bad weather days. Summer was about being outside all the time. Skating, biking, croquet, badminton I was always on the move.
I think I will ponder on the years gone by and the fun and freedom I felt then.

The Gothic Garden art by Bernice (Hodges) Wagnitz

That second back surgery and thyroid cancer really kicked my butt. I just don't seem to have the energy to even think of doing any art. Just opening my etsy shop seems like such a chore. Another part of me not doing my art is that I have my studio in my basement. My home was built in 1920 and at least twice a year I will get the drains backing up. I'm used to it but it leaves the basement so humid I get a rainbow of molds growing on the walls near the floor. I used to spray and scrub with bleach then I read to just use hot soapy water. It goes away but comes back. I can't afford to be running my electric bill up to run a dehumidifier.
I have COPD ( Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease ) and the mold makes me cough and I'm sure it isn't good to breath. So I use my laptop upstairs when all my art supplies are, yeah, in the basement.
I tried all the drying out chemicals, should have bought stock in the company. I would need the industrial size and it's only good for a month.
Anyone out there have any suggestions that don't cost tons of money. Yeah I'd love to have a studio with big windows, lots of sunshine, warm in the winter and dry all year round.

I do have an "Artist" page on Facebook, it's The Gothic Garden art by Bernice ( Hodges) Wagnitz. I'd love your thoughts on my art and if you like what you see than please "Like" it.

I've done quite a bit of new art since I last posted so I best get busy and get them in here.

More to come.......
https://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/The-Gothic-Garden-art-by-Bernice-Hodges-Wagnitz/120444404698305

Creative Souls Ning Group Will Stay On Line

Creative Souls, our wonderful group on the Ning network will be staying. Yeah !!!!!
We were all so upset when we heard the news that Ning would be shutting all the free sites down. Being one of those free sites our group was in jeopardy. Our courageous leader, Izabella Pierce, sent the word out for all members to join in with ideas on how to keep our group intact. While we still await the notice of how much it will cost us to stay on the Ning Network, we are positive that we will be able to pay the fee.
With a donate button and many ideas in the works we will achieve our goal and remain together. So many wonderful groups will fall to the wayside. I belong to 10 other Ning groups that aren't as lucky as
Creative Souls. They don't have the membership that Creative Souls have and membership equates to money these days.

Everyone is so sad

Well the news is out, most of us know by now that the Ning network is shutting all of our Free sites down sometime in May.
Like so many of us, I belong to almost 10 ning groups, all of which I love for their own uniqueness. Each offers something new to experience and new friends to meet.

While most of the grouups I'm in are all trying to figure out what there going to do, charge a fee to belong or move to another free site, like Yahoo groups.

My main Ning group is Creative Souls and I don't want to have it change. Izabella has put so much into the making of such a warm and welcoming group. I have my own group on her wonderful group site, Sharing Techniques. I sure don't want to see all the hard work I've done go away or to try and transfer all that information from all 222 of my members. I can't imagine how Izabella feels with over 2 thousand members.

We're all in a state of limbo for now, waiting to see what is going to happen in May. I for one am going to start to save as many of my groups techniques in the hopes that they will not be lost if things go the wrong way for us all.

Art Creations Friday

This is my entry for the Art Creations Friday challenge

Thanks to the wonderful Ladies at Outsider-Artists

Click here to see the wonderful art of the ladies of Outsider-Artists

Here are a few of my works done with the photos given by these gracious ladies. Thank you so much for all the beautiful photos ladies, you've made my art sing.

Hugs

Bernie

Mind Wide Open

Mind Wide Open

Join in the fun at Gail's web contest Mind Wide Open, it's the most fun I've had just seeing the entrants and the winners of this wonderfully creative contest.

Army of Women

Our revolutionary initiative has two key goals:
To recruit one million healthy women of every age and ethnicity, including breast cancer survivors and women at high-risk for the disease, to partner with breast cancer researchers and directly participate in the research that will eradicate breast cancer once and for all.
To challenge the scientific community to expand its current focus to include breast cancer prevention research conducted on healthy women.
"Breast cancer has been around for decades, but it does not have to be our future. We can be the generation that stops breast cancer once and for all by figuring out what causes this disease and how to prevent it!" "Sign up for your sister, mother, daughter, granddaughter, best friend, and the woman you met last week. This is YOUR chance to be part of the research that will end breast cancer."
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"PRINCESS PINK"Her name is Princess PinkWhat else could it be?She prefers the color pinkIn everything she sees!No matter where she's goingOr what it is you thinkOne thing you can be sure ofShe's always wearing pink!-donna "cookie" gotlib
I haven't had a giveaway in a while so I decided that this is a good time to have one. As most of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month. I've decided to give away a hand signed 8 x 10 matted and framed copy of my original illustration and rhyme "Princess Pink".
HERE'S WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO TO WIN: Notice the Princess Pink button on the sidebar of my blog. Please post that on your blog, then create a post on your blog letting your readers know about my giveaway. Once you have done this, return to my blog, locate this post and leave me a comment letting me know that your Princess Pink button is up and your post has been published. I'll list your name on my sidebar with a link to your site then stop by and leave you a comment to let you know you've been included in the drawing. On November 1st, my nephew Mike Hopper and I will do another video drawing and we will announce the winner!
Cancer.org says "For information about breast cancer, please visit www.cancer.org/breastcancer, or call us toll free at 1-800-ACS-2345, anytime, day or night."

http://cookiesunshine.blogspot.com/2008/10/give-away-for-breast-cancer-awareness.html

Creative Souls Group
A diverse gathering of creative souls~ artists~ music~ writers~ creative people
This month's featured artist winner is..... Bernice Wagnitz!!!!!!


I would like to thank those of you that truly feel this honor should be bestowed upon me.
As I mentioned to Izabella, I have not been published, my art has not been in any galleries or even sold on etsy or ebay. My art is my own expression of my inner feelings bursting with the excitement that this new medium (digital) has brought me.
I have only been doing my digital works for a mere few weeks. I don't have the newest programs and aids that would allow me to take my art further. What I do have is a very old program that my computer seems to think is a virus and wants to destroy. LOL
What my digital art has done for me is to allow me to finally create after such a long time of not doing any art. It's been 11 years since I last did a painting or a sketch. The joy my art once gave me left me suddenly with the loss of my family. It has been a long road back and not an easy one.
Joy left my life along with the joy I felt in creating and for too many years it brought sadness instead of joy. Sadness because I associated so much of the joy with my daughter, my muse, my biggest supporter and the reason I kept doing my art.
The digital art, being so different from what I had done in the past brought back that joy I had once felt. It excited me and gave me my voice back; it allowed me to shout with color and expression again.
I am an artist, these words don't come easy for I am just learning that to be an artist one doesn’t have to be published or have their art hang in galleries. To be an artist one only has to do what comes from the deepest feelings they feel inside. The need to create, to take the feelings and give them a medium to express themselves. I do my art because I feel my art and for no other reason. It is an outward expression of what my inner feelings are.
Bernie

Creative Soul page~ http://creativesouls.ning.com/profile/BerniceWagnitz
ZNE~ http://zneiscrafty.ning.com/profile/Bernice97
Myspace~ http://myspace.com/berniceanthologyofart

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